My heart is shattered every time I see you with another fan
I know it's selfish, but you are supposed to be my man
I'm the possessor of the heart that throbs for you
But you don't even know that I exist so what am I to do
Most girls my age fall madly in love with the guy who sits next to them in math, or the one with the cool car
But not me, miss unrealistic, I have to fall for you the big rock-star
But should I ignore my heart, which has done me misdeed today
But altering my feelings for you is impossible; my heart is too strong to betray
I'm not saying that passion for you is bad
But it seems only to make me sad
Why is it the girls who don't really care
Get to be with you, they get to be there
Just one moment, I know it's just a dream
But also a goal, not matter how impractical, or immoral, it may seem
I know every girl across the world, probably wishes the same
But I don't love you only for your fame
I love you for the individual you are
No matter if you are near, or far
You are still the same person, who I will ceaselessly adore
But thinking of this only makes me hurt more
Cognizant that you will always be my fantasy
At no time a love, or reality
You make me rage in exasperation at everyone
But I furthermore think that this anger has only begun
My mother says you will come to me
Maybe not momentarily, or tomorrow, but I shall see
It's just a matter of time, but with every day that goes by
I seem to lose many more tears that egress from my eye
How can I get you to respond to my calls, or just one letter?
People say everything will work out for the better
This unbearable moment, and silence when I'm here in my room, looking at pictures of you
Still anticipating what I could do
Or is this how it's supposed to be
It's just supposed to end here with me
Hopelessly in love with a person so far away
Someone that seems to get farther and farther every day
Looking at posters is as close as I think I'll ever get
But if I could do it all over, taking away my love foryou I would regret
It has given me more than just heartaches, and things to write about
It's made me an individual, made me comfortable, to stand out
You have given me freedom, and a feeling of love, and emotion
Showed me the difference between false loving, and devotion
I just wish you could know all that you have done
That you have made my life, be a mixture of sadness and fun
I'll wait until maybe one day, that I will be able to let you know
All the ways you've done to help me grow
Now I'll try and improve my jealousy of the other fans,
and all the others who are blessed to be able to meet you
I'll just hope that someday it will happen to me too
So maybe if you someday hear my cries that I'm screaming to you
You will help me recover from all I've been through
All I want is you to know I'm alive
That's all I need to truly survive
So Taylor hear this yell
Because I'm trapped in my teenage love hell
Listen to me scream
Help me achieve my dream
Come to me like you said you would do
Please the only thing I want in life, and forever is you